The Slippig Rays of Hope

I can't fall back on the things I used to count on
I've found myself to be too unlike the person I was
The world hasn't got me downI just seem to be down despite
All the potential I saw in myself when I was young
Has been replaced by the urge to take
When I've given all I have
The end is on the horizon
But I couldn't move now if I tried
I ruin all I touch
A most instrumental Midas curse
I will never know myself until I learn to stand again
I really want to love
It just seems I don't know how
The slipping rays of hope hardly stay my broken soul
In the vastness of existence, I seem to have lost control

A Time Will Come

There is a time!
when a bird will fly so high that we can't see
feathers grew in the nest in the night before the day time

there is a time!
when river shall become oceans
an expansion occured while we were asleep in the night time

there is a time!
when zakius shall climb the tree once again
just to see the master come

there is a time
when bronze will turn into a diamond
just because change is inevitable

a time will come!
when many will know
that they have just been left behind
work to the top now

for the time will come when those who mocked you
will salute and adore you

Speechless

I am speechless, but I find something to say.
Something to fill the silence, the empty space, the 1,000 miles that I have gone away.
My hands are shaking, a nervous sense overwhelms my thoughts.
All this that had been put behind, resurfaces and sucks me into the waves I have fought.
Striking me with memories put to past.
Feels like just yesterday, the days go by so fast.
Knowing that the time is wrong,
just one day away, is far too long.

Holding you close, I don’t want to leave your side.
Another day and I’ll be taking another ride,
to another place, where I can’t see your beautiful face.
Still up late at night, thinking of your eyes , your touch, your smile.
Wishing that someday we might be with each other for more than just a while.
Our last moment together plays and replays,
you are my silence, you fill my empty space.

Story Untold!

words are SPOKEN,
but no one HEARS,
words are BROKEN,
and so fallen TEARS,
forgotten PLACES,
leave it all BEHIND,
and so fading FACES,
with memories to REMIND,

everything gone AWAY,
with a blink of an EYE,
look for the words to SAY,
ask yourself WHY,
i'll write these PAGES,
my story UNTOLD,
escapes these CAGES,
my story UNFOLDS

A Little While

I do not live on "wishes" come true

so if only for a little while my time is spent with you

then at least i will know that this happiness

exists, and my everyday life doesn't have to be so repetitious

atleast i will know again the feeling of arms around me

holding me close, surrounding me

lifting my spirits when i am feeling down

snuggling close and wrapped in each others warmth

for now, our feelings wants and needs are joined

cause if only for a little while then at least we are here

and i would rather smile than waste time on my fears

cause if only for a little while this all remains real and true

these memories will be great to look back on cause

for a little while they were made with you