AgAiN

I cannot thank everyone enough for your tremendous support and friendship. I honestly feel all the hugs, and I consider myself so lucky to have so many people who are there to lend their heartfelt love during my times of sadness and difficulty. It's been a rough few days. I go from feeling strong, to weak, to strong, to weak, back to strong again. Nighttime is definitely the hardest for me. I've been so incredibly busy during the days preparing for the next phase of my life (which will be happening in my very immediate future), but the minute I lay my head down to rest, the knots in my stomach intensify and my tears soak through my pillow. Deep down, I do feel that this split is for the best; I have an immense faith that I am on the right path, and that if I can just trust the process, my life will unfold as it should. But still, losing love, and a best friend, hurts so deeply. My life has shifted dramatically in just a few short days, and though I never thought I'd endure another breakup, here I am, yet again, suffering the ache of a broken heart.