My Soul Is My best Friend

There is a saying 'A friend in Need is a Friend Indeed...'

By God's grace I have so many such friends who prove this right...But then why I'm not able to count anyone of them as my Best Friend??(right in this place) May be because I feel they all demand my love and care...a kind of conditional friendship...I am a person who is much prone to mood swings. And because of that I have caused my friends to hate me at times..some have even ended friendship with me. But I still love those all who have left me. I still pray for them. I still care for them. May be they also do the same. It's just a misunderstanding that has broken our friendship. Whenever a friend leaves me and go, I feel I'm the worst person that has ever born in this world. I start blaming myself for my failure as a friend. In such situations, from nowhere, a voice start speaking to me, "Hey dear, why you crying when I'm with you? Why are you blaming yourself for everything? You are a great person. You simply know to love. The fault is with your friends, who start rating your love. Just look at me, dear. I have never left you even though you give me least love, care and at times you don't even remember me. But I trust in your love. Because I rarely get it from my other friends. I find you different. I love you." I suddenly recognized the voice. Its good part of my soul speaking to me. Why I'm simply getting worried that I am not able to count anyone as my Best Friend, when I (my soul) declared myself as Best Friend!!!!

Lean On ........

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me

So just call on me dear, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you would understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on