The Slippig Rays of Hope

I can't fall back on the things I used to count on
I've found myself to be too unlike the person I was
The world hasn't got me downI just seem to be down despite
All the potential I saw in myself when I was young
Has been replaced by the urge to take
When I've given all I have
The end is on the horizon
But I couldn't move now if I tried
I ruin all I touch
A most instrumental Midas curse
I will never know myself until I learn to stand again
I really want to love
It just seems I don't know how
The slipping rays of hope hardly stay my broken soul
In the vastness of existence, I seem to have lost control

A Time Will Come

There is a time!
when a bird will fly so high that we can't see
feathers grew in the nest in the night before the day time

there is a time!
when river shall become oceans
an expansion occured while we were asleep in the night time

there is a time!
when zakius shall climb the tree once again
just to see the master come

there is a time
when bronze will turn into a diamond
just because change is inevitable

a time will come!
when many will know
that they have just been left behind
work to the top now

for the time will come when those who mocked you
will salute and adore you