Speechless

I am speechless, but I find something to say.
Something to fill the silence, the empty space, the 1,000 miles that I have gone away.
My hands are shaking, a nervous sense overwhelms my thoughts.
All this that had been put behind, resurfaces and sucks me into the waves I have fought.
Striking me with memories put to past.
Feels like just yesterday, the days go by so fast.
Knowing that the time is wrong,
just one day away, is far too long.

Holding you close, I don’t want to leave your side.
Another day and I’ll be taking another ride,
to another place, where I can’t see your beautiful face.
Still up late at night, thinking of your eyes , your touch, your smile.
Wishing that someday we might be with each other for more than just a while.
Our last moment together plays and replays,
you are my silence, you fill my empty space.

Story Untold!

words are SPOKEN,
but no one HEARS,
words are BROKEN,
and so fallen TEARS,
forgotten PLACES,
leave it all BEHIND,
and so fading FACES,
with memories to REMIND,

everything gone AWAY,
with a blink of an EYE,
look for the words to SAY,
ask yourself WHY,
i'll write these PAGES,
my story UNTOLD,
escapes these CAGES,
my story UNFOLDS

A Little While

I do not live on "wishes" come true

so if only for a little while my time is spent with you

then at least i will know that this happiness

exists, and my everyday life doesn't have to be so repetitious

atleast i will know again the feeling of arms around me

holding me close, surrounding me

lifting my spirits when i am feeling down

snuggling close and wrapped in each others warmth

for now, our feelings wants and needs are joined

cause if only for a little while then at least we are here

and i would rather smile than waste time on my fears

cause if only for a little while this all remains real and true

these memories will be great to look back on cause

for a little while they were made with you

Memories!!!

The warmth of a memory touches in time,
A though from my past crosses my mind,
I stop to reflect as I remember on my yesterdays,
it's hard to forget as the moment replays,
regrets and what ifs run through my head,
fighting past all the tears I have bled,
millions of memories some happy some sad,
so many constant thoughts the good and the bad,
roads that I have traveled some smooth and some rough,
I've lost and I have won been down and came up.

where are you my friend?!

it was sometime ago,
when i met you,
you love to tease me
then i make you pay....

it was a wonderful memories
that we both shared...
i miss the fun...those happy days
so sad we have to part ways...

laughing together,
can't stay without messaging each other,
i miss the song,
though we are both out of tune...

i miss the old days,
from sunrise til sunset
we never get tired to share
our dreams, wishes and prayer

but somehow you have to go,
i left where we both grew...
but i know i have the memories
of the wonderful friendship...

that you and i wonderfully built...
things may not be the same anymore
the way they used to be but
i know in our heart we still care...

you'll will always be my one special friend!
you will never be forgotten!

i miss you my friend

They Say

They say it's a Boy
They say when he was born he was pretty.
They say he loved shoes
They say he always were Shoes Then the rumors all changed
They say he hates Shoes
Theysay he likes black
They say he's worthless
They say he won't go back
They say he's nothing
They say he won't change
They say he's the Ghost


Well guess what??!!
What they say is about me.

Trying to Bond, Waiting in peace.

May be u don’t think about me
Or may have forgotten me
But the walls will speak the promises u made
The trees will protect the bond we shared
The birds will sing out the joy you gave…
The serene waters will reflect the spark in your eye
The stars will twinkle out the kisses
And the moon will remain as the symbol of care…
The flowers will spread your fragrance
The gentle breeze will give the warmth of you
While everything around me is full of you,
Everything around you is something else…
I wait in peace… that u will come to me …
With a silent call… a tight hug ….
And a promising promise …..
To continue the everlasting bond…."
(not the way u now think either...)
i love me and pat myself......
i hate me and slap myself....
i flirt with me .... i just insult me.....
(And still not a psych either)....