The Infinite Kindness

In my heart
There is infinite kindness
In my heart
There is infinite care

I've thought what it would feel like
To hold your hand
To walk with you
To listen to your heart and understand

I wanted to imagine being with you
As if it was just US
Away from life in a dream
That lasted more than a week

I wanted look behind the curtains
To see what's inside your heart
And browse around your sweet soul
Just to have a peek

I wanted to laugh and smile
And dream with you unencumbered
For mile after mile
I imagined doing that for a while

I wanted to spend time with you
Before you chose another man
I wanted you to know me inside out
Feel everything true that I really am

You see I've loved you already
A thousand times in my heart
I loved being a friend to you
And inside me you'll always be a part

Which makes it hard sometimes to reconcile
I've missed you so long now
I've thought about it for a long while
And even through the sadness of missing you

Your memory
The feeling of care
That was always there
Still makes me smile